St Patrick and the Angel who Kept Him
from Eating Meat
During Lent
From the Life of St. Patrick by Bishop Jocelin (1823)
CHAPTER XXIII.
Of the Flesh-meat changed into Fishes.
But Patrick, having now become a monk, forgetting all things
that were past, applied to the future, and, as if little accounting his former
conversation, hastened to the height of perfection. For by incredible
abstinence, by his lengthened fasts, and by the exercise of his other virtues,
he afflicted himself, and continually bore in his heart and on his body the
mortification of that cross which his habit displayed. But the most high
Pastor, who intended to raise him to the head of the holy Church, that he might
learn to think humbly of himself, to walk with the lowly, and to bear with the
weak, permitting him to feel his own inferiority; so that the more deeply he
was fixed on the foundation of true humility, the more firmly he might stand in
the height of perfection. For a desire of eating meat came upon him, until,
being ensnared and carried away by his desire, he obtained swine's flesh, and
concealed it in a certain vessel, thinking rightly that he might thus satisfy
his appetite privily, which should he openly do he would become to his brethren
a stone of offence and a stumbling-block of reproach. And he had not long
quitted the place when, lo! one stood before him having eyes before and eyes
behind, whom when Patrick beheld, having his eyes so wonderfully, even so
monstrously, placed, he marvelled who he was, and what meant his eyes fixed
before and fixed behind, did earnestly ask; and he answered, I am the servant
of God. With the eyes fixed in my forehead I behold the things that are open to
view, and with the eyes that are fixed in the hinder part of my head I behold a
monk hiding flesh-meat in a vessel, that he may satisfy his appetite privily.
This he said, and immediately disappeared. But Patrick, striking his breast
with many strokes, cast himself to the earth, and watered it with such a shower
of tears as if he had been guilty of all crimes; and while he thus lay on the
ground, mourning and weeping, the angel Victor, so often before mentioned,
appeared to him in his wonted form, saying, Arise, let thine heart be
comforted; for the Lord hath put away thine offence, and henceforward avoid
backsliding. Then St. Patrick, rising from the earth, utterly renounced and
abjured the eating of flesh-meat, even through the rest of his life; and he
humbly besought the Lord that He would manifest unto him His pardon by some
evident sign. Then the angel bade Patrick to bring forth the hidden meats, and
put them into water; and he did as the angel bade; and the flesh-meats, being
plunged into the water and taken thereout, immediately became fishes. This
miracle did St. Patrick often relate to his disciples, that they might restrain
the desire of their appetites. But many of the Irish, wrongfully understanding
this miracle, are wont, on St. Patrick's Day, which always falls in the time of
Lent, to plunge flesh-meats into water, when plunged in to take out, when taken
out to dress, when dressed to eat, and call them fishes of St. Patrick. But
hereby every religious man will learn to restrain his appetite, and not to eat
meat at forbidden seasons, little regarding what ignorant and foolish men are wont
to do.
By Bishop Jocelin from The Life of Saint Patrick - Enhanced
(Illustrated) 1823
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